I think that I am dreading posting this because once I do it’s gonna be reality. Keaton sent me this text message probably 2 weeks ago trying to help console me with my brothers death. These words that he sent are relevant now to him and his passing. In keatons last moments 1/??
Life is going insanely fast. There’s so many people I miss even thought they probably don’t even ever think about me or want to even be in contact with me. It’s not like I didn’t do anything to deserve it tho, I 100% do…I just really wish they knew how much I regret my decisions
and even for the ones I’m still in contact with just know that i thank you for sticking with me and know that the stuff I put you through weighs heavy on me, I’m just now really starting to deal with the things that have happened to me in my life.
I guess life to me just feels to short to not try and repair these relationships, i’d give up so much to do it too. it’s completely up to them, They have full control of what happens between us and they can do whatever they want and I have to be okay with that.