I be thinking I be tapping into something new within myself and then I come across writing or something from my younger self and I be like oh.. been there, done that. You really are just returning to Self over and over.
the main reason people lack energy is that they never discover what gives them their energy back. you must spend hours searching for what brings you joy and makes you appreciate life. art, sports, racing, books, nature, architecture, or music... it all clicks once you find it
Find audacity. There is nothing that will help you more in this life than audacity, find it, let it push you to do things , to silence the noise , to go back to school, to leave the country, to start a business, to do things . To fight for your life.
If you want a life that feels like yours, you have to get in touch with your inner madness. Become a rebel. Unapologetically you. Take the path nobody dares to walk. Read 700 page philosophy books. Work for a month straight. Build something from nothing. Then disappear for a week. Don't be rational. Don't be logical Don't be normal ever. Be rare. Be obsessive. Be exactly who you are. This one mindset shift can absolutely change everything.
Vacation brain is awesome. All I did was eat and drink and walk around and not deny myself anything so my brain is like “wow great town. I should move here. It would probably be like this every day”