When someone can't choose you the way you want to, it's not because you are not chosen. It's because you meant to choose yourself first in the first place.
Sometimes, the most loving way to love someone is to remove yourself from their life when they can't even love themselves in the same way you love yourself and them.
Muay Thai is a very tough sport, and to be a woman who walks this journey alone, I understand the struggle to go through this if you do not have anyone by your side who is cheering for you, or just be there to hold you after your rough training.