I can’t stay moving off of hurt/trauma for too long. Eventually I gotta get back to what’s actually real, & that’s healing, accepting, forgiving, moving forward, & giving ultimate glory to who it belongs too.
And in everyone after me, you will search for pieces of me that you won’t find fr. But we gone let time reveal that because when God truly snatches me, even I won’t be able to turn back if I wanted too.
this shit gone always look like one thing but everything isn’t always what it seems. one day you will wake up without what you thought will never go anywhere and it’s gone do to you what you swear it couldn’t.
God said He is not the author of confusion and with you I’m more confused than ever. My only prayer today other than giving thanks is for Him to help me choose me, move toward & focus on the future and let go of my past.