Some ppl are pissed right now bc they thought they were orchestrating your downfall and it thrusted you right into an ascension. Now you’re stronger than ever, wiser than ever, richer than ever, look better than ever and they are forever locked out of your life bc not only did they show you who YOU were but they showed their true colors too. It was Gods plan.
Some ppls worse nightmare is for you to be in a happy environment surround by ppl who genuinely love you and to have all your needs met. Because they think you’re better than them && they envy you. So since they can’t beat you in that imaginary ass race they want to ruin anything you got going on. Mental illness.
Sex shouldn’t be sexy. It should be erotic. It should be messy. There’s nothing hygienic about sex. It’s not something you have to wash your hands and feet or brush your teeth before you start. That unplanned chaos, driven by the tension between you two, is what makes it memorable.
Real intimacy is when you stop pretending you have any composure left. You’re making sounds you’d be embarrassed to hear on a recording, forgetting what you were even thinking about, and letting someone see a side of you nobody else gets to see. No performance. No pretending. Just raw desire and two people who can’t get enough of each other.
Sex isn’t pretty. It’s messy and fun. And it gets better with the same person.
Stay away from people who act like they gotta school you or put you in check especially if they initially approached you like a fanned out bitch. It's jealous ass behavior for a mf to feel like they should "tell you about yourself" while trying to steal your personality and studying you like an undergrad.
Experiencing them but do it in a slower pace. Make friends with them so that romantic pressure isn’t there, have fun with them, avoid rushing anything or applying pressure. Removing expectations like exclusivity or thinking long term. Let the whole process happen naturally and
Water is a portal. That’s why showers reset you and feel so good. You can make it a ceremony. Pray and visualize your dreams. Even better if you are in a natural body of water. It’s the same principle as being baptized. Water is an ancient and potent alchemical instrument.