i dont even want to count how many cals i had today. i ate a whole dominoes pizza, protein bar, garlic bread and chocolate. but my friend is here and i'm trying not to freak out
having arfid and ana is so weird bc wdym i'm crying bc i feel fat just to eat nuggets and chips every night. this is hell i just want to be able to eat healthy food #edtwt#edrtwt
@bigassahouse my dad and older sibling when i was younger would never let the food 'defeat them' no matter how much was left they would finish it. my mum was always dieting and got a gastric bypass. i constantly feel like im going insane.