Groldie

Journaling

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

If miraxus becomes canon im killing myself on god

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

i wish i didnt care so much

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

hey google how to not be lonely but also never be perceived ever again

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

every word i speak i wish i can take back

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

i know i will die when i see you again

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

i can still remember the salty taste of the beach air

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

my jealousy will doom me

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

its not fair

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

there is no salvation for me

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

Ive betrayed everyone

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

I did what i thought was right why does it feel so horrible

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

im worried i will never be clean

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

bleed me dry like a geyser

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

im worried it will all spill out when i talk

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

Loneliness is a blessing and a curse

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

Have you forgotten my face?

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

if i cleaned everything would you come back

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

but isnt that what you wanted all along?

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

nobody cares how i feel

[Groldie @golde_zzzz]

Why do i feel like everyone hates me