So I pray, for this good thing. Hoping that this good thing lasts. Kasi I think, after lahat ng pinagdaanan ko, I wouldn't be able to take another hit.
Akala ko love bombing lang ginagawa ni gago. Ang consistent. He takes notes. He understands. He does stuff. Try to do most of what I like doing. Sinasakyan lang yung inis ko, and is never offended. And I think that's what I like most about him, he was never proud.
And sakto naman at that moment he was there. So thank you, kasi I wouldn't have it other way. That heartbreak was worth it. I wouldn't become this whole.
But God thank you. Finally organic niyo pinadaan yung connection. I didn't have to screw around and hope someone would like me. I took my time, did what I could to be able to enjoy. Kasi when I became whole again, it was at that moment I knew how to receive the things I deserve.
So ano, nakalimutan niya magdala ng flowers. Tapos habang nasa CR ako, pagsilip ko sa kanya mula sa pila may kinukumpuni siya. Pagbalik ko may tissue made flowers. Sabi niya, nagmadali ako kanina kaya di na ko nakabili ng flowers, ginawan na lang kita nito. Uhm. Lord. Thank u 😭
Worth it naman pala ang purging season. No connections na pinilit. So totoo nga na pag namanifest at nag shine through ang love mo for youself, you'll attract the right people.