find a way. I mean become absolutely unwilling to accept that you’ve run out of options while you still have the ability to think of another one. you can lose your position without losing your appetite to win. and I think that appetite, when one refuses to let it die, can carry them through an almost incomprehensible amount of difficulty.
stop being afraid of losing people and remember you are also a great loss too. someone will spend the rest of their lives trying to search for someone with qualities like yours.