aja

cogito ergo sum

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ang coping mechanism natin todei ay mag repost sa dump

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bole kala tim eroy, sana mamatay kana.

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dik maaram tak dapat ma feel lol.

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kun hino mant naka sulsol nayawa sana mamatay kang hayop ka.

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ganyan talaga, there are limitations when it's my turn/time to do this and that.

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may panahon gihap kamo haak.

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ngl, house seems quiet without u here.

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pota kala nayawacca, di ka lagi angay magin nanay. FUCK YOU SAGAD BITCH.

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honestly fuck you for even opening your damn mouth. you were never a familial figure to me and it's staying that way for as long as i fucking live and breathe.

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week so stressful, draining, and downright tiresome but will forever be grateful to have received such an opportunity🧿

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Lord clear my mind and my heart, guide them to a place of peace🧿

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and they always wonder why i keep my distance, it's insufferable here and there's no place id rather be than somewhere so fucking far that even their shadows won't be able to hold me. fuck this place with all my heart brah.

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i finally feel appreciated, seen, and heard. in all the things that i do albeit great or small, she notices them and it doesn't go unappreciated or unreciprocated. guide me lord and please let my heart rest where it truly wants to be.

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as i write another entry in this godforsaken app, i have come to the conclusion (albeit relatively early) that i chose to open myself up to this woman not out of pressure or irrational decisions — but decisions that are built on nothing but pure intentions.

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be it as that may, i will fight tooth and nail for this one. stand my ground, hold her hand, and ffs she just fully makes me feel at ease.