i feel like it’s so hard for ppl who don’t struggle with mental health to understand that No my mental disorder doesn’t just Go Away if i had a few good days. in fact it almost makes the come down Worse when it finally does inevitably come
one of the big reasons i stay unmedicated in adulthood dispite the pros is purely because while I was on meds i genuinely felt like a shell of myself and lost everything that made me a person. Ill tank the depression and cptsd to keep my damn whimsy
I swear everytime phighting gets even a fraction of attention it genuinely makes me nervous, it's a weird feeling like hi can we just go back to our small bubble
i think my biggest nitpick with "objectums" is when they're like "omg my computer is so cute!!" and its their moms windows 10 laptop with a ibis paint doodle of a face set as the wallpaper and not the actual pc tower or any other competent thats NOT a screen/monitor
a lot of the hatred and rude criticisms slung at me could be applied to other artists in this space, but everyone has a double standard, and because im just a little more mentally ill it makes me a perfect target even though i could name about 5 people who post similar content to me and get praise instead of harassment lololol
Being an extremely empathetic person sucks so much sometimes because why do I feel so bad for an abuser in this scene? It's all his fault, but seeing his store fail and his life crumble because of his own actions still makes me feel bad for him.
i want to cry and be held like a small child while someone rubs my back and cradles me like i’m precious and tells me i am safe and i’ll be okay and it was just a bad dream this is all a bad dream none of its real
aidn please release the update soon they just started roleplaying coilshot angst in the crossroads central scrimming server 😭😭 the fans are getting desperate
(sling va @yyumishot and coil va @iieha_)
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