i cant help but think ive done something wrong
i shall never act with my anger again
carving my eyes out, i shall never stare at you again
for i fear you might see the guilt in me
im sorry, my feelings always seem to catch up to me
i know you hate me, but i love you truly
yet no longer will i abide by this disrespect
i will crush you where you stand, if you dare to pay respects to who i was
not you are the people who love me
yet how much does it matter when im still so lonely
lonely , lonelier and loneliest forever
i dont know how to write but ill pour my feelings to you
i hope you see me and connect my words
but maybe its destined you wont and will only see worse
worse of me, as worse is who i came to be
i really hate you, seriously
i will stay here talking to myself
so that you may find me again, one day
i look into the mirror, staring at you
because all thats left of me is a silhouette of you
am i annoying you? please tell me
your silence speaks volumes, youre killing me
death to the pitiful and lonely, seriously
your lies disgust me, yet not really
you know, i really loved you
i stood awake praying , wishing to be beside you
all my prayers were to you,
yet you took my hopes and left me, didnt you?