tiktok has ruined the reputation of DID
i want to be open about the fact that the voices of my abusers live on in my head, that sometimes a frozen child takes hold and ill avoid you, that im a fake fractured person
but look at this misguided 14 yo!! ur just like them!! larper!!
Eleanor being asked whether she has big plans this weekend and she goes "yeah the plans for this week is staying up for over 24 hours or try and pass out with phone and headphones in hand"
k i forgot i have ocd and was supposed to scrub my arms from the street dust before going to sleep but ended up reading characters having weird sex again
One time I was on psychiatric hold and asking to go home and the doctor was like “nah we’re gonna keep you here a month” and so I said “Fuck you Nurse Ratched” and she said “Oh so you’ve read a book” and I obstinately said “I WATCHED THE MOVIE!”
I fear the body really does keep the score cause every year late summer I start getting all weird and sad and it takes me like a week of being like “what the hell is wrong with me?!” before my brain remembers it’s because something bad happened thirteen years ago.