Physically and mentally not in a good condition for more than a year now. Weight has reached an all time high (overweight) + mind is always in negative state
It’s been awhile, dreamt about meeting her in the past, way way before we first met. Telling her about the future and asking her for favor for my future self 😅
I love you still. In the past 6 months since we last talked, I now understand each of your action in the past, and I was rushing a bit of everything. And I still can’t forgive myself for hurting and losing you