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★ tw ed + vent acc ★

[✧ @gorybratz]

𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙬 !!

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i love you all and i hope you all recover one day like you deserve <3333

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hi everyone, idk if you’re ever really gonna see me again on here. lately, i’ve just started feeling very uncomfortable on ed twt, what was once a safe space for me to rant about my disorder to non-judgemental people who understand has become extremely toxic.

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idk if this is going to be permanent but it most likely is, i’m not going to be deactivating but i will be logging out. i’m gonna be active on here a little before i do, just incase anyone wants to say goodbye or anything.

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this is it i guess ??? long thread coming up but don’t feel like u have to read it lmao

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i’m just so unhappy i hate it

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trying to get my friend to get me cigarettes before she leaves the country on monday cmon we can do this

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literally everytime i go on tiktok i get something on my fyp of someone saying they were used in a fatspo thread and how it made them feel and it makes me so sad :( i hate that ed twt is getting recognised by locals At All but for this reason too :((

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@DIETS0Y i try not to do it purposely with anyone but esp 875 i love them too much for that

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i don’t get people that like to use their ults as thinspo?? if u love them so much why would u purposely associate them with your ed

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@jooslicez yes this is how i feel we can’t help beinf accidentally triggered but Actively using them as motivation doesn’t sit well w me

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@herkcals i don’t wanna police what people do i just Personally wouldn’t wanna promote (?) my faves as thinspo as they make me so happy? but ofc i get triggered by them sometimes i cant help it so i understand where people are coming from it would just make Me feel uncomfy doing that

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@DUMMYLBS so hard then i got blackout drunk to forget abt it at afterprom 😽

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to clarify! this is not abt people getting accidentally triggered by their ults that happens to all of us i just mean people that purposely and happily (?) use their faves as direct ed motivation...

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i feel guilty even when i get accidentally triggered by b/t/s in my head i could never purposely use them to further my ed