Definitely_Boring

We all deserve a better life.
Work, learn and share.
Happy workers are better employees.
Honesty and loyalty must suffice.
Always stand up for what is right.

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Can we see each other face to face even after our last fight over the phone? I missed you alot!

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Hug a pillow.
Tight.
Tightier.
Close to your face.
Inhale.
Shout.
Louder.
This will be my last
To cry over someone.
Then throw the pillow.
Will do it again tomorrow!

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

Holding back the tears.
Closing your eyes do no good.
Just breath.
Let go.
Cry as much.
It washes what is hurting inside.
It feels good.
Emptying trash.

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The pain of the heart
Is as tolerable.
When the mind
Never remembers.
Sadly, it is painful
As mind keeps reminding.
I am alone again
And again.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

This night is not different.
Same old nights before.
Alone in my bed.
Just having you in my thoughts.

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Nothing has changed.
Yes.
But no.
I forgot.
You did.

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I am not holding too much
Neither I linger long
When you said this is enough
I ebbed and stayed cool
I shall let you go
Yet my heart in turmoil
Cant tame the beast
Trying to get me to it.
Just a goodbye.
The least you can make.
I pleaded.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

Was holding to it.
A memento of our affair
You were my past
And I am still stuck.
I live in the present
Yet my mind still there
To where you left me
Abandoned and hurt.

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The words never stopped
Seems like someone inside
Talks too much and I write.
There were endless
Unfathomable slur.
Difficult and unmanageable.
You were inside my head.
Someone I cant free.
Caged, wild and impatient.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

Soft and moist.
Warm and delicate.
I wanted more.
Feel and touch.
Everything is magnificent.
Until you held one out.
Spoilt and smelly
These had been days
When you left the doughnuts.
Untouched and exposed.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

You told me not to get close
To stay away and not touch
Yet I disobeyed you.
Now I am hurt.
More than you warned me of.
Indeed am like a moth.
And the candle is you.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

I might be wrong.
It can be true.
About her and you.
But it dont feel right
To be happy for you two.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

Rain is making me sad.
It made me remember.
How long has it been
When your arms arent here
Wrapped on me and whispering.
"Hope this is like all the time."

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

That handsome face, chiseled and shaved. That smooth hardened body, flexed and eased.

Could I once again, try to touch and feel? It seemed so long ago when you last dropped me off and off you go.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

That coffee mug in the counter looks lonely.
Seems like someone abandoned it. Used and soiled.
Emptied.
Cold.

How are you coping on your own, so far?

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

It hurts me to see you in pain.
Much more painful seeing you
When you had no strength
To say what we are to each other.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

It is never late to say I LOVE YOU. Least you could muster each time you are sad, happy and delighted.

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I missed that look in your eyes when we first kissed.

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The sound of wind
As it slip thru the curtain
Cold breeze, warm embrace
Gaping robe, revealing skin
His sight on my legs
As it slid through his thigh.
Held my hands
Looked into my eyes.
This is our night.

[Definitely_Boring @got2make8better]

Night is still young.
A glass of wine.
No, almost a bottle.
Grazes, eyes alight
Moonlight bathe
His bud entices
A hug, perhaps?