graci | minors DNI

edtwt | relapse ~ bed | 24 | she/her | lesbian | ugw: 130 | sw: 249.8 | cw: 190.2

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

intro >< || not new

graci, 24, she/her 🤍
sw: 113kg 𑣲⋆ cw: 87kg ♪ gw: 60kg
Current BMI: 27.6

bed , restrictive

♡︎/⟳ if u wanna be moots ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎
#edrtwt #moothunt

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

can a lesbian ruin me tonight pls and ty

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

why do i want someone to be in my dms so bad now ughhdjskxkxk but no one wants this

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

@bedsux ahhh omg so pretty girl

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

anyway if someone came in my dms rn i would just go along with anything its kinda weird its so everything rn lets have fun

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

im losing it i need to go to bed

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

nothing has to be serious it can be nothing someone could pretend i can play along being told its nothing is part of the fun

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

hate episodes hate hate them i want to die i want someone to miss me i want someone to love me i want someone to touch me i want to never be touched again I want someone to care about me i want to die

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

just love me i can do it i can handle it I can be whatever u want its better that way its easier i hate that i want two completely opposite things i dont know what i want everything is awful and mixed up and i want someone to love me

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

its ok u can pretend to love me i want someone to be crazy about me obsessed about me and make me feel like im going insane but we go thru it together so its ok just do and say whatever to me just love me and its ok

[star ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ @dwecayedgirl]

my moodswings are so bad idk how to fix it ;-; i was fine one second and then the next im bursting into tears and im so sad and want to die from how depressed i am

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

srry everyone gn !

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

if im smaller , even if im even just average , will someone just want me for me .. disordered because im only ever this disgusting horrid body - i think even if they did ill run , im scared i wont have a choice so i pretend its mine

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

end of the day ill be used , and if im not ill run away like always , everything is ruined for me at this point anyway , i dont think im meant for anything now

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

i hate it i hate it why do they talk to me like im a real person im always only my body is this what its like to have someone want me when im not a fetish, am i being used again anyway? im only my body, a toy, a doll, something to fuck, i hate this why is it so hard to be wanted

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

gah can feel the episode coming i hate it so much i hate feeling like this i want to drink and get fucked and pretend this isnt real

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

@misatocals ty! i just wish i could do what other people were doing, but no reason to beat myself up about it

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

Being all proud of myself for my -10 pounds this month but then seeing everyone else act like more is so little… ahhh I feel like I didn’t do good at all now i srsly need to lock in

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

Ok so technically I could get a milkshake time but I’m gen scared to… help me decide- I’m fine getting a lemonade instead 😋

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

OMAD IN N OUT TMW WOOOOOOOO

[graci | minors DNI @gracibruises]

@fulllofghosts then ill be the thing to oppose!!