carmen

𖥔 ࣪ ᥫ᭡ꗃ⋆࣪. i’m carmen | 17 | edtwt 𖥔 ࣪ ᥫ᭡ꗃ⋆࣪.
cw: 99 lbs; gw: 96; ugw: ???
𝓆𝓊𝑜𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝓊𝓉𝓇𝒾𝓉, 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓉𝓇𝓊𝒾𝓉

[carmen @gray___42]

@justshutupliz i bought canes chicken and feel Full…. after one piece…….😩😫😫
one bite of bread..😏🤫🤫
and just maybe……… Seven fries 🥶🥵🥶🔥

[ˑ 𓈒 𐔌 𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗎 🎀 (25/27kg) @seaofd0ubts]

45kg being ur first ugw is a canon event i swear 😭

[carmen @gray___42]

HELP yall know any good places in houston with calories written on the menu???
ik bluestone lane in rice village has them but i just went there

[carmen @gray___42]

i‘m still disordered but i think maintaining and trying to cut b/ping will be a good step

[carmen @gray___42]

i’ve been thinking a lot about my ed and how it’s been in my life for almost a decade now
i think i may try semi-recov??
i think the more accurate term would be harm reduction
i want to live a more full life even if it means trying to undo years of bad habits

[carmen @gray___42]

im brunching with my dad so i need somewhere not fast food but still has that menu

[carmen @gray___42]

HELP yall know any good places in houston with calories written on the menu???
ik bluestone lane in rice village has them but i just went there

[The Shift Journal @TheShiftJournal]

Dostoevsky is right, your worst sin is, in fact, destroying and betraying myself for nothing.

[carmen @gray___42]

@soseriousirius FRUITS AND VEG WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE AND WONT FOOL YOU AROUND 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️❤️❤️❤️🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑👏👏👏

[carmen @gray___42]

@tir3d0f3ating YOURE MY GOAT

[carmen @gray___42]

ohhh my god my boyfriend and i made out yesterday and he was holding me and I FELT SO SMALL AND LOVED yk what this honestly may fix me..

[carmen @gray___42]

@tir3d0f3ating LMAOAOOAOAOAOA THANK YOU

[Swede @Swede2x]

if a women tells you you have "nice hands" she is doing everything in her power not to fuck you senseless release her from her torment her friends are receiving the kinds of messages someone in prison would send

[carmen @gray___42]

this is actually so true
every single time i b/p i feel done by like halfway through but the buildup makes me feel like i need to finish what i started 😭😭😭

[Lunet☕️🍡 40lb left to go ~ @Lunet_Is_Hungry]

Something I learned is that psychologically, the dopamine boost from a binge happens before binge even happens

That dopamine is the THOUGHT of binging, not the actual eating.

[Lunet☕️🍡 40lb left to go ~ @Lunet_Is_Hungry]

Something I learned is that psychologically, the dopamine boost from a binge happens before binge even happens

That dopamine is the THOUGHT of binging, not the actual eating.

[carmen @gray___42]

@strawbrevy MEEEEE

[carmen @gray___42]

@melodyc4ke MY UGW IS 90 LBS AND IM ONLY 9 AWAY 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

[koda 🛸 @kodaalien]

this is how you guys sound when you comment "how 😻" on people's bodychecks

[carmen @gray___42]

man it sucks being avoidant attached and having your love language be physical touch 😐😐

[EVIL canadian wolf bird @dabforpalermo]

This made me tear up cause lowkey at our core we are all just 14 year olds reading fanfic all night

[wim o. 😸🎹 @nyannibalizm]

the new 7 deadly sins are
Gluttony (phone addiction)
Greed (doordash)
Envy (FOMO)
Sloth (Cancelling plans)
Lust (polyamory)
Pride (thirst trapping) and
Wrath (ragebaiting)