I say my favourite coping mechanisms is to give my oc the same trauma I have dealt ever since I was a kid, like yes that oc of mine have mommy issues ‼️
So. Long time no talking, what do I do in my life now? For starters, I'm trying to survive in this abusive household. Second, I'm thinking about the future I want to have despite the mental struggles I have. Suicidal? Probably. Do I have time to care about that? Fuck no
I've been itching to talk about that stuff "publicly" to say that years of long term relantionship didn't affect me would be a lie🤔 I'm just waiting for the time I'm stable enough to talk about it, keeping it inside making me go batshit INSANE. I'm doing relatively fine now
Yes I block you. Yes I know you can see this or whatever you want to do with it. I don't mind you want to watches from afar. You are your own person now so go have fun and enjoy life!
I don't hate you, I just want to stay away and I understand it might be such a devastating news no matter how much I worded it but to keep your mind in ease I just want to say I appreciated our time together. Our separation are not because of my hatred ==>
Things been so repetitive with us and I admit it got so worse to the point it reaches the limit. I don't think I'm gonna change anytime soon but I'm focusing myself first to work on that, you should focus on yourself too. So here I am telling you that I'm doing okay
(@splat_ZAP hi moot awesome design!!) yall are shitass for bullshiting some random ass pixels on screen. It just a drawing chill the fuck out and stop harassing people?? #fanart#antiproship