Kay

Not so good at writing but writes anyway

[Kay @greetkam]

3 years later, different vibe, same awe

[Kay @greetkam]

6lack 🖤

[Nostos @NostosLit]

- Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

[Kay @greetkam]

Everyone should think, "even in death, she looks perfect".

[Kay @greetkam]

Even in that moment I am so considerate, I need to look good because research (my perfect logical thinking) shows the trauma is less if you look good.
I need this to be perfect. Everything needs to look perfect. I should remain perfect.

[Kay @greetkam]

They only do that to keep you in fear.
A life lived in fear isn't a life, and it isn't worth living. That's why you contemplate often if death should come sooner for it all ends when we die.

[Kay @greetkam]

The early years of your life were filled with words that regulated your emotions.
• Rude
• Disrespectful
• Selfish
• Sadistic
• Angry
• Violent
• Naughty
From then on, you tried not to be those things, but you failed.

[Kay @greetkam]

Now, you are faced with understanding those emotions you ran from, but you are scared. If you want to be better, if you want to live fulfilled, you must face these demons, and you must speak up for yourself. Don't let the voices tell you you are giving in into those emotions.

[Togho Lumumba Mukong @Togho4]

Many times we struggle over issues and there is a fight between emotions and rationality. As long as I'm in charge I'll lean on reason.