Delete conversations that hurt you whenever you read them. Delete phone numbers. Block contacts. Restrict. Mute. Unfollow. Remove negative energy from your life. Do whatever it is that you need to do in order to heal and create a positive environment for yourself.
You’re not lazy or unmotivated. After years of living in survival mode, you're emotionally drained. No amount of sleep in the world can cure the tiredness you feel. You have experienced soul loss, and developed a spiritual fatigue that can only be cured by soul nourishment.
It hurts at first but there’s always better for you. Better love, better job, better situations. Just gotta realize you deserve better and that’s nobody’s decision but yours.
i am not a silent lover, i will mutter your name in my sleep, sneak you into every conversation, & fill your absence with my words. all of my friends will know your name and your favourite songs; my love is not one to be concealed
a veces te extraño y te quiero hablar para saber cómo estás pero luego recuerdo todo lo malo que me hiciste sentir y que nunca me pediste perdón ni me diste explicaciones de nada y seguiste tu vida como si nunca hubiera existido y me arruinaste muchas cosas y lugares