Being a black man is weird because these people are as alien to me as they are to whites. I have never seen shit like this before. My parents weren't perfect but they did everything in their power to shield me from this kind of niggatry and I am forever grateful.
You're right bro, Christianity brainwashed me. I want to spend the rest of my life with one person, pray for those who hate me, forgive easily, raise a beautiful family, stay away from gossip, and find true purpose in Jesus.