I was interested in moving back to Wisconsin, however I talked with a cousin who had just drank a gallon of booze, and I don't think I'd survive life in that type of environment. Hard wake up call. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. it's my fault. I need my own home.
@aaylicia I think it would be cool to get a group of 4 or 6 people to lead the space, and talk about mental health & recovery. Not a 12 step meeting. And if other people want to join they can. It would be cool to find someone with 10+ years to be on the speaker panel.
Day 11 - Have been craving a drink all day. This too shall pass. Omg cravings are so lame. I need to talk about it. Im as sick as my secrets. Take accountability of myself and my actions. Im craving a sober life more.