miles

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[miles @grimephobia]

╋━ 𝓘nfo

[laur 🛸 @bridgehers]

when your mental health gets bad enough you just can’t talk to anyone about it because it becomes an ethically grey area

[chuddy @chuddyspam]

Disconnecting your friend who fell asleep on vc feels like tucking them in bed and kissing them goodnight on the forehead

[miles @grimephobia]

I’ve felt like three years younger than i am my entire life and it has always made me feel awful for being childish like being a child is something i had to pretend to be

[miles @grimephobia]

So many older people who were supposed to keep me safe just took advantage of me or hurt me i feel like ill never fill that void

[miles @grimephobia]

i feel like the older you get the harder it is to reach out for help its embarrassing itd be different if i was still 14 it sort of sucks that i’ll never feel young and protected or seen i think the only person that has ever tried to protect me like that is my older online friend

[miles @grimephobia]

life is supposed to get serious i’ll be 18 next year but i’m still struggling with the same shit from when i was 11

[miles @grimephobia]

If i keep talking i will throw myself into the depths of repeating the fixation and i dont have it in me for that

[miles @grimephobia]

and i have a blank 83 cesar and i was considering making 1 of joeys mfkr (i believe??) masks because he didnt use fingernail polish he used mascara for this specific one which is like My favorite oat. but 83 replicas are sooo expensive and if it stained i’d kms sighhh

[miles @grimephobia]

I’m still very sad because I am yet to buy an airbrush for my vol3 joey mask. the grey one. I could be basic and do the red ver but i really fw the grey one with the lil metallic balls. THE MOLD WAS EXPENSIVE TOO IM PISSED OFF.

[miles @grimephobia]

fuck the haters i still love slipknot. You can’t beat the 13 year old out of me. ok yea sk without paul and joey sucks tho so like Who even considers anything past ahig sk

[miles @grimephobia]

@Hab1tsRabbit Please stop abusing me i love you.

[miles @grimephobia]

I NEVER KNOW IF I WANT TO DATE SOMEONE OR IF I WANT TO BE IN A QUEER PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP I CANT TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVE TYPES EVERYTJING MIGHT JUST BE PLATONIC AND ILL NEVER KNOW BECAUSE I CSNT DECIPHER MY OWN EMOTIONS

[miles @grimephobia]

i miss everyone….especially my friends who i want to know better……….I miss you…But i can’t say i miss you cos idk you that well……..And i miss my best friend….I miss her i just want to hold hands and explore the woods…..my love capacity is too large….it hurts…

[miles @grimephobia]

i will get nostalgic over anyone and anything fuck this

[miles @grimephobia]

i will get nostalgic over anyone and anything fuck this

[miles @grimephobia]

@vom1tpup my ex friend…she evil as fuck…and dienst realize it…

[miles @grimephobia]

you should not as a JUNIOR in highschool be doing drugs with a FRESHMAN who has been to REHAB you dumb fucking bitch

[miles @grimephobia]

@Hab1tsRabbit @curedove @HENRYSWII OH MYGOD

[erin Ი𐑼 @sleepyowlerin]

fnaf fans when you skin and dismember them

[miles @grimephobia]

when i feel like im going to end my life i just listen to bullshit abhorrent music and it really helps

[miles @grimephobia]

@cursedmal Corn