My life is actively being ruined by my involuntary dissociation which led to forgetfulness that isn’t useful anymore because I’m not in active traumatising space but rather an independent space where I have to be responsible and aware of my action
when youre a minor, you think of people around 18-20 as grown ass mature people. but then when you reach those ages you realize not much changes really. people around 18-20 are still immature, still lack experience and still have a lot to learn 😭