@neocollector Lighting and angle. Dw <3
For me I look smaller facing forwards but if you check out my side body profile you can clearly see a big ass stomach π
@suqarsweeti Same, I go through phases like that. Sometimes those breaks can be helpful, I sometimes find myself picking up skills.
Coloring is still another relaxing alternative. You can even go through you old sketches and draw them in/add more stuff
Avoided looking at myself, thinking about myself, developed dissociation, developed an eating disorder, developed drug addictions, developed OCB because I convinced myself I was fetishizing people and attention seeking, to the point I hid from the community
Yeah, definitely!
i cant bring this up with my psych because i'm afraid they'll try to boot me off again but i wanna talk about it
i feel like being trans means you definitely have avoidance as your main coping mechanism, because there's literally NO other way to cope with dysphoria in the moment