some guy🔞

i make art to get the stupid stuff thats stuck inside my brain the heck outta there //
viewer discretion is advised, i block freely

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

odd duck

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

spy being used very lightheartly because a bigger problem for me is accepting all the parts together as one person so when i have emotional amnesia i feel guilty for not being "the right one to talk to" since any other part will absolutely feel/react different. theres no right1

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

i both love and hate to read my tweets bc im lowkey in a constant state of dissociation so i feel both vaguely connected and disconnected to any memory as soon as it passes. sometimes i remember vrygood, other times a refresher rminds me but other times i have near 0 recollection

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

recollection is so funny bc smtimes ill remember it but it feels SO emotionally disconnected to me so talking about it rlly feels like Nothing- its very awkward! like Yeah that did happen but its almost impossible to converse on something that makes me feel like a spy 1/?

[mae @maewedq]

waking up to his mouth latched onto my clit all wet and soppy while he’s grinding on the mattress like a needy puppy sighhhh

[❤︎ @dollwrite]

kinda need this to satiate my urge to bite

[Dante @WROTHREAPER]

Cuteness aggression but sexual style as in someone is just too sweet and cute, and all I want to do is hold them down, bite and bruise, and turn them into a whimpering mess.

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

@ANTIMEMETlC im sorry for assuming, im glad you have each other though it still sounds incredibly difficult for you both, sending my best wishes to you two

[june ‼️ @junetismo]

Yo estaba en esta mierda del yaoi desde q le decían lemon al porno

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

hate rapid switching but the new layout makes me slightly less insecure about posting in general so im just gonna do what i do i guess. i have so much shit in my drafts..

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

im like a golden retriever with anxiety and a dissociative disorder send tweet

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

@ANTIMEMETlC fwiw, i know how you know but i feel the need to say that you deserved to have someone that steps up for you in your life, and im sorry for how many adults failed you for so long. You should be allowed to exist without the cost of that pain and i truly hope you get to leave asap

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

finally salved myself for the wicked burnout i gave myself but imposter syndrome has some serious hands. dont hate the player hate the game!!

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

i have goddamn eyelid myokymia i need to have a word with whoever is in charge of that

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

ranting on shitter makes me feel better, most of my thoughts just stay in my head and journaling/notes app feels almost the exact same, same words that no one gets to know about. posting it to an account that gets 0 traction gives it a chance of maybe being seen, its good enough

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

im an idiot !

[some guy🔞 @gross0ut1]

feels like a losing battle that i know is losing but somehow because im still alive im convinced i still have a shot at winning and i see people on the sides fighting their own wars and winning and saying its possible to win so i delude myself into believing and still continue on