This is the third fucking time I've visited a famous archeological museum in Italy only to have them tell me that entire sections of their museums are closed for "renovations" that's been going on for years
i was talking to my therapist about this weird mindset i have where i cant indulge in anything because im too ugly. ill put off watching shows, playing new games, going to events, even buying certain things because i feel like im too grotesque to have nice things/experiences.