she’s trying to heal while trying to grieve while trying to forgive while trying to let go while trying to love while trying to be loved… that’s a lot for one woman’s soul
idk how people believe that going no contact will make you forget them like i could go 4 years and still think about them if they don’t straight up tell me they hate me
i started changing who I was just to keep you. I stopped talking about things that excited me because you seemed uninterested. I began apologizing for having feelings and needs, and I convinced myself that wanting more from you made me difficult.
I stayed even when my gut told me to leave, because I kept hoping the version of you I fell for would come back. I gave you my patience, my understanding, and my energy while slowly losing my own peace in the process. I kept choosing you every day, even when it felt like you were slowly choosing everything else over me.
I ignored the growing emptiness because I didn’t want to believe that I was the only one still holding on. One day you’ll look back and realize how much of myself I gave up just to make things work with you. You’ll remember how I tried to love you without losing myself, and how I stayed soft even when it broke me.
And you’ll understand that what you lost wasn’t just me it was someone who was willing to fight for us even when you had already given up.
how do people not like cats???? the gentle boops?? their toe beans?? noggin rubs?? lil' bread loaf tucked peets?? their billiligggggggg
stretchems?? y'all dumb AF they are
PRECIOUS
It's so selfish to enter someone's life, see that they're a loving, cheerful, and good person, and decide to ruin their peace because you haven't dealt with your own issues. Leave people alone if you have no intention of showing up with sincerity.
people who dont have cats are always like oh but they are so aloof and unattached. then why is my cat trying to break down my bathroom door when im in the shower
being sensitive is so embarrassing like how am i supposed to tell you i'm upset just because your energy felt a little off and it made me feel unwanted.