If you don’t get raptured today it’s probably because god saw you betraying your 12th House Venus friend and he doesn’t put up with anyone disrespecting his angels
The stress of my last relationship gave me an autoimmune condition that I will have for the rest of my life and almost put me in a coma and would have left me a vegetable if I did manage to wake up so yes, it almost killed me
people with water venus placements, or venus in the 6th, 8th or 12th, may have had experiences with relationships that literally drained them & gave them health issues.
not just mental, physical. they may have had relationships where it drained every ounce of life from them.
my nervous system is so fried from having immature parents that all my long term life goals now are like “own an emotionally safe and healthy home, enjoy life’s small happy moments, learn to cook for fun and curiosity not obligation and responsibility.”
Alright dammit here we go
Had to actually get it out of my head. Nothing too complex but here goes nothing:
Two reasons. One centering intelligence and one centering beauty
Reason #1: The smarter, more self-aware, and more perceptive you are, the more distorted your self-image can become…because you live in a never-ending mirror maze of perception, expectation, and high-stakes reflection. This is what I call the ‘Mirror Maze’ Paradox.
Beautiful, high earning, brilliant and accomplished women often have a very high EQ and observational sharpness…likely due to defense they had to develop because of what people do to pretty women. They notice subtleties most people miss— the microaggressions, the weird shit, the social shifts, silent judgments and that hypersensitivity can absolutely lead into overthinking, impostor syndrome on steroids like a mf, believing people’s feelings about you as facts…you know, internalizing small critiques like they’re gospel — that can break someone without ever being touched. So imagine the weight that bears. Their lack of trust in anyone seeing them as just a person worth liking, loving or being in community with and not just a meal ticket, a trophy, or a social benefit to gain….yea.
Reason #2: Patriarchy is always the reason why. (Not me lol)…this is what I call the Humbling Complex
This is bigger than one man…..This is systemic and infectious fr.
The most desirable, most self-assured women in the room are often the first one targeted because she represents a threat to the hierarchy. Beauty is powerful and acts as currency in many spaces and can absolutely be a tool to overthrow, and we see this by way of any instance of pretty privilege for example….(And don’t let her be dark skinned, tall, fat or anything societally deemed as unfitting of the program. How DARE she like herself, wield her power to her benefit and WIN. How dare it be HER who maneuver and benefit…Whole different topic tho)
High-achieving, beautiful women often feel defensive of who they share space with because of her beauty being currency many may want to use by being in proximity to her, feeling isolated, misunderstood, simultaneously idolized and resented because of it and their confidence becomes a burden, not a blessing….that’s patriarchy working and it soon graduates into poor self esteem, self editing and self doubt.
(They want you to be the only one unaware of your power. And many women fall victim to it….not blaming them though)
So when men see women who have beauty, intellect, charisma, success, and sovereignty, they don’t see something to positively admire, learn from or get next to with pure intentions….she becomes a challenge or a threat, or simply something to break. Period.
And the goal becomes “Let me humble her before she realizes anything I’m doing and break her before I feel exposed of my brokenness”
All the subtle and unintentional actions, microaggressions, thoughts, comments, is societal conditioning to always be brutal towards the beautiful one. Which is odd considering how the world supposedly rewards and favors beauty while trying to humble, contain and police it.
These are my thoughts, nothing too deep, lot of comments said a version of the same shit, sorry I left ya’ll hanging this long for something so simple I guess 🤷🏾♀️