KinnPorsche: The Fluff Diaries
- Save the Last Dance for Me -
Having a house full of rambunctious, growing kids often meant that noise was constant and the tranquility of calmness was nonexistent.
As parents of said little demons, Kinn and Porsche often made sacrifices of spending time with one another to divide and conquer different events for their children, tending to the one who got sick and cycled between the siblings, work appointments that required Kinn’s or Porsche’s presence for decisions and generally would be a little too exhausted to do anything other than to fall into each other’s arms to sleep.
Something they promised to do on their wedding night was to always return home to the other, no matter what and tried to work out any disagreements to spend the night together. There were exceptions, far and few in between; however, this weekend was one of those exceptions. Porsche had to go to handle a vendor agreement in Hong Kong and Kinn was left to wrangle their children with the help of the guards, the in-laws and it left Kinn staring at the empty side of the bed.
Marriage left him a clingy, needy mess for Porsche.
His husband, his mate, his omega was the other part of his heart and whenever the younger man wasn’t with him, Kinn felt incomplete. Of course it was dramatization; however, in their line of work, he was fearful that the domestic illusion that he’d lived in for the past 10 years or so would break when reality came smashing through the glass. It petrified him and the rule of having Porsche in his reach was more for his sanity than Porsche’s. He glanced at his cellphone where his husband already said goodnight for the night and stared at the television in front of him.
“What do normal people do? They watch a movie right?” Kinn sat on the bed with the remote in his hand, a remote he had in his hand for the past five minutes and sighed. “I can’t watch a movie without Porsche. He’s always clinging to me when it’s scary or we get in the mood with romance ones or dissect the humor ones.” He tossed his head back to thunk it against the headboard, stared up to the ceiling and rubbed at his chest. “I’m pathetic. I miss him one day and it’s been three days and I’m struggling.”
His ears tuned in to a door opening, sat up in his spot and for a spot behind the headboard where a gun was in a mechanism for emergencies, blinked when a tiny blanket burrito came and he laughed. “Which of my kids is this?”
Removing the blanket from his head, Niran pouted up at his dad, “Daddy. Is Nini.”
“Niran. You were supposed to be asleep an hour ago,” Despite saying this, Kinn waved for the boy to come over and watched Niran climb up on the bed and settle into his side. His arm wrapped itself around Niran’s body to pet through his son’s hair. “What’s wrong?”
“I miss Papa…”
“You really are my mini me, aren’t you?” Kinn chuckled. The clinginess was hereditary. Especially if they shared birthdays and a penchant for Porsche. The elder man continued to pet Niran's hair, saw the boy had something wriggling in his arms and sighed. “Did you bring Cha Yen with you?”
Niran held up the grumpy feline at being held all haphazardly, “Yeah! He miss Papa too!”
Kinn clicked his tongue, took the cat from Niran to place on the bed and watched the feline make circles before settling on Porsche’s pillow. “You need to carry him better, Niran.” He saw the boy pout, leaned over to kiss his son’s forehead and sat back. “Want to watch a movie with me?”
“Lego!”
“...Again?” Kinn’s brow rose.
“Lego.” Niran urged firmly.
Kinn’s other brow rose. “How about Lego…Batman?”
Both stared at one another a moment. Niran nodded. Kinn smiled in relief.
The movie turned on, Kinn momentarily forgot his pining for his husband with the presence of their child. The boy was a carbon copy of him, acted like him and somehow there were bits of Porsche blended in and it made Kinn fall in love all over with his lover for giving him such gifts. He ignored the movie in favor of memorizing Niran and mentally highlighting the same nose as Porsche, the same pouty lips, the eye color and when the boy finally fell asleep, Kinn’s heart was full again. It was like Porsche sent Niran to him unconsciously. “Always taking care of me somehow…”
Waiting until midway to the movie, Kinn turned it off to settle Niran on Porsche’s side, nudged his own pillow under the boy’s head and stayed staring at his son until his eyes fluttered closed.
***
When Kinn woke up in the morning, it was to someone much larger and fuller than Niran in his arms. He regretted not having a pillow to support his head; however, he blinked at the individual in his embrace.
“Porsche…” He whispered reverently.
His husband was supposed to arrive the following day. Porsche returned a day early!
Kinn shifted to pepper kisses to Porsche’s face in contentment. Call him a simp, a drama llama, a weak man; Porsche was his reason for existing. Why would he not be relieved to see the object of his pining in front of him? The years might pass, they might grow gray hair and gain more wrinkles, but nothing changed his perception of being the luckiest man with Porsche. “You’re home.”
“You’re worse than a labrador…” Porsche murmured but wrapped his arm around Kinn’s waist, puckered his lips for their customary morning kiss and opened his tired eyes to look into Kinn’s. “I’m home.”
“Where’s Niran?”
Porsche chuckled as he buried his face into Kinn’s bare chest, always grateful to his husband’s penchant for sleeping shirtless. It was a treat for him after he worked his ass off to make sure the vendor agreements were in place and not linger a day longer than necessary. His nails dragged down Kinn’s back slowly as he tilted his head back to stare back into those eyes that he fell into and drowned in. “He was in my spot. I carried him and Cha Yen back to his room. Then I checked on the kids and came here.” He nodded his head. “I was too tired to do much else.”
Kinn’s arms came to wrap around Porsche like an octopus, pressed his nose into the dark brown locks of hair and inhaled the familiar shampoo and scent of his mate. His alpha was rolling from happiness at the return of his mate. He supposed that’s why their bond wasn’t just mates but soulmates. His soul ached for Porsche. “I missed you.”
“I know.” Porsche snickered and laughed when Kinn rolled to pin him down onto the bed. His legs on either side of the man’s waist in a casual koala hold but nothing more passionate. A lazy hug that both of them needed.
“You’re wearing my shirt…” Kinn noticed Porsche wearing his shirt and presumably his underwear only since Kinn felt brushes of Porsche’s bare skin against his waist. His hands trailed to caress the thighs gently and hummed in confirmation. “And nothing else?”
“I was too tired to look for my pajamas. I know you always keep your top on the back of the couch to grab on your way out to greet the staff,” Porsche nodded lightly. “So I figured what’s yours is mine, right Kinn?”
Kinn chuckled, “Of course baby.” He pressed more kisses to Porsche’s lips, addicted to them and sat up with Porsche in his lap. Gathered up to his feet, Kinn set Porsche down onto his feet and placed his hands on the other’s hips underneath the blouse to squeeze.
“Kinn?” Porsche was confused as he thought that Kinn wanted some early morning nooky even though he was a bit tired from the time away, the flight and more. Yet he was willing to accommodate.
Kinn, on the other hand, could read that Porsche just wanted to be close and both of their inner souls wanted to dance. He cleared his throat, “Alexa, play Save the Last Dance for me” and when the music drifted into the room, Kinn started to lead them around the bedroom for a makeshift dance. The smile on his lips came when Porsche’s arms wrapped around his neck, the sunshine laughter filled Kinn’s ears and both were enjoying the spontaneous moment. Dancing barefoot, just the two of them, was exactly what they needed. He didn’t want to rush with sex, he didn’t want Porsche to think that’s all he wanted from him especially when Kinn could tell the sleepy eyes and drunk type of smile was Porsche fighting fatigue. A dance lets them be close and intimate without expectations. “Love you. Tell me how it went.”
Porsche kept his arms around Kinn’s neck, fell into the hands that held his hips and hummed, “It was fine. Are you sure you want to be bored with that?”
“I want to carry your load as you carry mine all the time, Porsche.” Kinn nudged their noses together and grinned. “Please?”
The action made Porsche melt as he started to babble and unload on Kinn. Their movement didn’t stop, the sound of their hearts echoed in his ears and his eyes glanced into Kinn’s occasionally to see his husband was attentive and hung on his words. Porsche could tackle and conquer the world but return to the nest that was comfortable, his safe space and it made him hug tighter to Kinn’s neck. His head tucked under Kinn’s chin as he spoke too, “I love you…”
“I’d like to add dance spontaneously to our rules, Porsche.”
Laughing Porsche leaned back to peck kisses along Kinn’s scruffy jawline, chin and pressed a firm kiss to those lips. “I can accommodate that. If you stay shirtless then I can borrow said shirt.”
“Any time, baby. Any time.”
Porsche grinned, “Should I help you shave? Seems you’re trying to grow facial hair and be extra charming while I’m not here.”
Kinn snorted, “Hardly. I just didn’t want to look good for anyone BUT you.”
“Well it didn’t work because I think you look extra good. Plus your charm and consideration is going to cause trouble. We can't have more kids, Kinn."
"You say that like it's a bad thing, Porsche" Kinn smirked. "You know my favorite state of you is barefoot, pregnant and in my clothing."
"Not today but maybe I can be persuaded Khun Kinn," Porsche laughed, dropped his arms to catch one of Kinn’s hands to lace together and dragged his husband to the bathroom.
Where their dance continued, their laughter filled the room and their happiness exploded.
-Done-
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Chapter 2 of my TrinTanwa Professor x PHD student AU is up!
‘The Church Bells Ring of Scandal’
Rating: Explicit
Chapters: 2/4?
Current word count: 20k
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Shine: The Starlight Diaries
-Walk in the Park-
Trin noticed that both his lover and his daughter had one thing in common – they hated doctors. He was the only exception given he was a research doctorate and not a medical doctorate.
When he entered the waiting room of the local doctor’s clinic, Wilai in the crook of his arm and his free hand was laced with Tanwa’s, he could sense the tension radiating from Wilai’s tiny body as if she could tell right away where she was and Tanwa’s constant squeezing of his hand like it was a stress ball. He glanced to his left to see Tanwa staring at the reception desk with apprehension in his eyes, shifted his gaze down to Wilai who curled closer into his chest and he hummed. “You two are definitely alike.”
“I don’t like doctors, Trin. I’ve told you that before,” Tanwa grumbled. “I know they’re important and do good work but every time I used to get checked out, they’d only whine and tell me I wasn’t this or wasn’t that. I got enough of that from my father to get it from strangers in a good will.”
Trin chuckled, “I understand, baby but as you said, they’re important.” He saw Tanwa’s head lift to pout at him. Trin leaned over to peck the tiniest of kisses to Tanwa’s pout in reassurance and grinned. “I’m here. I won’t let the doctors say anything about either of you that we’re not partial to.”
“You’re smooth with your words as always DOCTOR Trin.”
Trin leaned over to nip at Tanwa’s ear before he nuzzled it and heard their name called. Getting up to his feet with his family in his grasp, Trin shuffled to the waiting room to sit and hold Wilai as she was checked over. The older doctor was one recommended to him by a work colleague so watching him work gently with his daughter, Trin also exhaled a bubble of anxiety he’d unconsciously held. He could be told he was a broken man; however, his daughter was perfect and he’d snarl at anyone perceiving otherwise. After getting the clean bill of health for their two month old, a scheduled appointment for the following month; they made their way out of the clinic as quickly as possible. Trin laughed at Tanwa sighing dramatically with his arms in the sky, “You’re very dramatic, mon coeur.”
“I get anxious!” Tanwa laughed. He moved to scoop their daughter from Trin’s arms to hold her tightly and kiss her face. “Perfect as always.”
“That’s very true,” Trin nodded firmly. After a moment, he peeked across to Lumpini Park with a thought, “We’ve earned a little walk in the park and some ice cream on the go.”
Tanwa’s eyebrow rose, “Don’t you have items to grade? You mentioned it this morning.” He also remembered seeing the time clock in the doctor’s office. “Plus you still have work? You can drop us off at home so you’re not late.” Tanwa knew his alpha made it a point to come to the doctor’s appointments to be a part of the process; however, he didn’t want to hinder Trin from his work and nodded. “Or I can catch a taxi.”
“Absolutely not,” Trin murmured. The thought of his family in a random stranger’s taxi frazzled his nerves more than the doctor’s. Trin shook his head, “It’s alright. There’s a staff meeting that I don’t have to attend.” The lie falling from his tongue.
Tanwa could see past the lie but he’d also be lying to himself if a walk in the park with their baby wasn’t divine. “Let me just feed her or she’s going to get fussy.” He wandered to Trin’s car where it was parked, opened the back seat to settle into it and pulled down his shirt and laughed when Wilai’s mouth found its destination easily. “You’re too smart, Lai. Just like your father.” He glanced up to see Trin’s coat covering the glass. “Trin?”
“No one needs to see your shirtless but me…” Trin grumbled outside of the car.
Rolling his eyes at his alpha’s possessiveness though secretly tickled by it, Tanwa rocked Wilai a bit and hummed a soft song as she fed and sighed when she detached. “I’m going to miss our one-on-one when you get older Wilai. Means we need more pups soon.” He snickered at Trin making a choked noise outside. “We’re done!” The door was opened, a hand offered to him and he stepped out with a smile. “Lead on, Doctor Trin.”
***
In the park were kids of all ages, their parents, monks, office workers who needed a break from the grind, vendors, older folks and Tanwa couldn’t help but love the sounds of life he heard. It was inspiring and it gave him positive energy for a future for Wilai.
They walked around the edge of the water, told to be wary of monitor lizards and Tanwa joked that it’d be the perfect size for Wilai to ride on before they walked to a grassy patch that was secluded. Sitting down, he laughed at Trin settling behind him, easily reclined back against the sturdy body that carried him and Wilai. “You’ll get in trouble at work…”
“They’ll live. So will I. I could work at the bank. Banker’s standard hours.” Trin shrugged like work was the furthest from his mind. Which it was. He reached over to take Wilai’s shoes and socks off to see those little toes and poked them gently. “Wiggle them, Lai. Wiggle them free.”
Both the alpha and omega watched their pup stretch her toes in just a testing way and heard her soft coos. Tanwa smiled to himself. “She’s going to run away faster if you encourage her Trin.”
“I told you, I’ll build up stamina to catch up,” Trin hummed in return.
“I’ll hold you responsible then,” Tanwa nodded as he leaned over to let Wilai’s feet brush the blades of grass and saw her tiny hands flexing as if to grab but not quite able to do so. He straightened out, glanced over his shoulder and nudged his nose to Trin’s chin, “You’re my favorite doctor for a reason.”
“I know,” Trin beamed in return. He could smell his omega’s scent of happiness, exuded his own to create a ring of protection around their pup as they sat in the tranquil ambiance of the park.
They’d get ice cream on their way out but for now, in this small patch of paradise, it was just them against the world.
-Part Done-
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KinnPorsche: The Fluff Diary
~Hold your hand ~
(Birthday gift for @hundredlatte_ )
Kinn stared at the end of the smoking barrel of his gun with an indifferent, cold expression as the others in the room trembled from the thunderous anger that radiated from him. He was lighthearted and normally jovial, especially since his mate was expecting their first pup; however, he would not tolerate disrespect.
Examples had to be made. Fear instilled. Foundations established.
If he didn’t become the villain first, others would take advantage and trample him. Kinn was excellent at showing the power that backed him and wasn’t afraid to remind those who believed themselves superior. He hated when he had to deviate from the softer side of life that Porsche gave him to become the token bogey man.
“Pick it up and get rid of it. Erase their existence.” Kinn commented to a nearby set of guards who bowed their head in acknowledgement, rushed to grab the now deceased man who mouthed off to Kinn about Kinn appearing weak to other syndicates and that a change in power should be better instead of him taking on the work Korn left behind. Handing off his gun to another guard, he tilted his head back to the room casually, “Having a family is not a weakness. If I hear more about this, there’s insinuation against my mate and pup which is intolerable. Do I make myself clear?”
“Yes Khun Kinn.” A unanimous chorus and bowed heads.
Kinn hummed, “Good. We all have families and we balance them. To insinuate I’m weak is madness. We pull madness at the root and burn it.”
An elderly woman, a foreign expat who did business from Denmark named Roberta mused, “Congratulations are in order. Please accept my allegiance to you and your family as long as it marks mine and my family’s days.”
Many others followed suit and Kinn gave a nod of his head. The man he’d gotten rid of was one of the lingering last who were under his father and he knew it’d be a challenge but hopefully with the precedent set, he can look to a better control of the future. For his family’s sake. “Thank you. I will have refreshments sent in. Enjoy and I will conclude the meeting.” He watched as all stood up. Kinn wouldn’t deny that power and fire was in his blood, his head tilted up to walk briskly out of the large gathering room at the office building that he owned to do business outside of the compound and out into the hallway to exhale lightly. “Exhausting. Truly exhausting.”
He was escorted to his office by Big, settled into his chair and dug out his phone from his pocket immediately to see text messages from Porsche. The tension ebbed away, doom cloud evaporated and replaced with a soft, endearing smile to his omega’s messages. Even if Porsche wasn’t with him, Kinn could feel his energy.
“I miss him as my bodyguard,” Kinn clicked his tongue.
Big blinked owlishly and bowed his head, not commenting much.
Porsche’s Text: Kinn. I had a craving but Tankhun reluctantly helped me take care of it but I still need you.
Kinn’s Text: Is everything okay?
Porsche’s Text: I said I need you. That’s all that matters right? :(((
Kinn’s Text: You’re right, I’m sorry to even ask. I’ll be home soon though.
Porsche’s Text: You don’t love us :’((((( I understand…
Kinn’s Text: Give me like 15 minutes? I can’t teleport, baby
Porsche’s Text: With all the money we have you’d THINK you could … but okay. I’ll wait 15 minutes <3
Kinn immediately hopped up from the desk to shuffle towards his door with Big in tow, “We’re going home.”
“Khun Kinn! You have another meeting with the Italians in a few minutes—”
“I have a needy omega at home that I promised to be home in 15 minutes,” Kinn sprinted to the elevator with Big, pressed the button for the garage and he shook his head. “If I don’t make it, I can sense a couch in my future. So drive like a bat out of hell and get me there.”
Big stared at his boss if he was serious, mentally sighed as he sent a text to Arm to cancel with the Italians and dug out the car key.
***
“Porsche?!” Kinn shouted into the area once he’d arrived at the compound, made for their bedroom and didn’t find his lover there so he frowned.
Tankhun poked his head out at the commotion from his, glared, “Why are you shouting?”
“Where’s Porsche?”
“He’s in his old guard room. I don’t know why but he’s feeling nostalgic.” Tankhun nodded his head.
Kinn raised an eyebrow and made for the area of the guards, took the elevator down and wandered to the room that had been Porsche’s but clearly assigned to new guards. He knocked and opened to see his pregnant omega seated in the middle of the couch, a tub of ice cream balanced on the distended belly and watching a scary movie. “Porsche?”
Porsche had a spoon in his mouth, he tilted his head towards the door where the noise came from and perked up at seeing his husband. He made grabby hands in the air for Kinn and hummed when their hands joined. “You made it.”
“I told you I would…” Kinn nodded as he panted, a bit out of breath from running to the car, to his room and to the guard room. “Why are you here baby?”
“I just remember being here once upon a time. Fond memories,” Porsche responded with an eyebrow wiggle. He watched Kinn remove the ice cream from his belly and before Kinn could sit beside him, Porsche popped to his feet and wobbled a bit from the imbalance before he grabbed Kinn’s hands to place them on his bare belly since his shirt was unbuttoned. “Feel the baby.”
Kinn rubbed around the large belly calmly, hummed at feeling the wriggle then paused at a kick. “Ah…” His hand massaged the same spot to be rewarded and he beamed. “Kicking…”
Porsche nodded, “It’s why I needed you. He wants to say hello to his father.” He beamed contently.
“You’re right, it couldn’t wait,” Kinn nodded in return. He saw Porsche’s strained expression and frowned, “What’s wrong?”
“Oh my back hurts from sitting too long but standing imbalances me and also hurts my back,” Porsche sighed. He blinked as he was turned around in a way that he could watch the movie and feel Kinn behind him, hands fully supporting the belly and Porsche fell back against Kinn in relief. “Gods that feels amazing…”
“You always say that when I have my hands on you,” Kinn teased as he pressed kisses along Porsche’s neck, nuzzled the bite mark and smiled against his love’s cheek, “I’m here for whatever you need baby.” He glanced around to see the guard room was empty which shocked him. “Why is it empty in here?”
Porsche grumbled, “I kicked out the two guards in here and moved them somewhere else. Asked the cleaning crew to clean their scents and I made it my second nest.” He nodded firmly. “It’s the place that was ours too Kinn. I don’t want anyone else in it.”
Kinn chuckled at Porsche’s logic, nodded his head. “Of course, baby.” Walking backwards a bit, Kinn sat down, gently urged Porsche to sit in his lap and continued to hold the precious stomach in his palms.
“I’m not heavy?” Porsche pouted.
“Not at all.” Kinn assured and earned Porsche glancing back at him, their lips joined in a greeting kiss and he glanced to the television. “I thought you hate those movies?”
“Danupol seems to like them because I’m not afraid watching them,” Porsche shrugged. “Seems to be your son after all.” The omega purred at his alpha’s scent and pride at their son taking after him, reached for his bowl of ice cream to place back on his stomach and continued to eat. He gave a spoonful to Kinn in between and leaned back. “Were you busy?”
Kinn chuckled, “Not at all. I only need you to keep me busy and centered, Porsche.” He smiled as he was fed, felt Danupol kicking underneath his palms and sighed into Porsche’s shoulder. No one could understand how precious it was to hold everything in his hands. After a moment, he blinked when Porsche’s hands shifted to share the load. One hand interlaced and close to Porsche’s chest while the other two went to caress the pregnant belly. “Porsche?”
“I want to hold your hand too.”
Kinn knew Porsche was independent and strong so to have a needy omega only made him feel needed in return. Not weakness, strength to carry and support one another. “I’ll always hold your hand.”
“Me too.” Porsche murmured, curled into the cocoon of Kinn’s arms and dozed off slowly. He didn’t feel Kinn adjust him better but only felt their hands never disconnected.
-Part Done-
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Amnesia AU
Doctor | Mafia Boss
The heart monitor beeped steadily as Kinn slowly regained consciousness. His head felt like it was splitting in half, but the first thing he saw when his vision cleared was the most beautiful man he had ever met -
WIP: Match Lit by Desire
A model (Apo) lives in a condo building with a lawyer (Mile) and they banter over laundry, life and lust.
Inspired by my queen @skitzOfrienic mini prompt. Hoping to drop this tomorrow!
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KP Fluff Diary - Mini
It’s a cozy time at home and Porsche is watching how Kinn sits with Niran in his lap, relaxed and doting on the boy. He peeked over to Inthurat coloring and Danupol reading a book for school.
All is right with the world.
Porsche smirks as he sends a text to Kinn from his place on the couch opposite his husband’s. He watched Kinn grab his phone, features shifted and the dark gaze towards him made him smile innocently in return, “Anything interesting Kinn?”
“Are you serious?” Kinn swallowed as his grip on Niran tightened unconsciously. He set down his phone, took a deep breath and glanced at the kids then back to Porsche. “Nap time?”
Biting his lower lip, Porsche shrugged to keep his amusement contained, “If you think you can wrangle them for one. Be my guest.”
Kinn looked like he was suffering a task before he got to his feet to shuffle the kids, “Nap time.”
Inthurat pouted, “Tutu napped already…”
“We did, Daddy,” Danupol mentioned in a confused way. “We have to nap again?”
Kinn looked over to Porsche for help.
Porsche held up his hands.
Kinn groaned and moved to turn on the large television to a show that all the kids enjoyed. He settled Niran into his playpen and glanced at Porsche with a victorious face. He ran over to tug Porsche up from the couch, almost made it to the door when he heard a question from their oldest.
“Where are you going?” Danupol questioned with a tilt of his head.
Porsche jumped in, pitying Kinn’s efforts and smiled, “We haven’t had OUR nap time yet so can we entrust you to watch Tutu and Nini?”
The boy nodded and grinned in pride at being responsible.
Kinn sighed in relief, dragged Porsche from the room with a nod to the guards to watch the kids before he lifted Porsche over his shoulder to practically sprint to their bedroom with Porsche laughing.
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