ina ☁ edtwt

20 | shtwt & edtwt | alive and not well| cw: obese| gw(?) 43.5kg | actual gw 41.5kg | lw 35.5kg

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

so many people think ariana grande will die from this relapse but tbh its very likely she will go on for a long time even if she doesn’t enter a recovery period. the human body is extremely efficient.

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

officially back into the addiction

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

i feel like this cat will be what keeps me alive

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

@xohoneymoonave 19-20

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

triggering thread (good)

[Roxxy 𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ @roxxylolz]

literally what is even a normal deficit edtwt has made me think 1,200 cals is a lot help

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

@crammberry56 you're most likely fine, but take a test

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

everyone i love tries to attempt

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

new box of blades coming in the mail- will i actually use them, idk, but it brings me comfort to have them

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

i adore my cat

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

TAKE ME BACK PLEASEEEE

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

hip fat please go away

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

hip fat please go away

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

i think he is mad that i haven't gotten better. he has said i have but i think he knows deep down that im in the same spot ive always been

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

im being childish about things its my fault probably

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

i think he loves me, just he doesnt have the space in his heart to care for someone that has as many issues as me

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

just feel like this is it

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

he is getting tired of me

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

i cant handle being alone

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

wonder where one of my og edtwt moots from like 2021/2022 is
cherryxcals i miss u pookie

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

600ish a day for the next month to lose all of the weight ive gained since being in college. will upload pics every day in the replies of this post. after that ill have a much smaller deficit to prioritize muscle maintenance while still losing fat.

[ina ☁ edtwt @gumkcals]

@clemintiny7 low 15 possibly even high bmi 14 if she has a higher bodyfat %