ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹

they dont call me #gunil goo(ner) for nothing lad

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

nothing will ever top this edit of ode that i made i fear i cooked so hard

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

osumi’s old english name used to be steve…. i have an idea for a stupid edit whos ready for it

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

whos reposting this on my tl like are u trying to make me cry or what 😃😃

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

I always dreamed of performing in Wembley ever since I picked up the drumsticks when I was 13. Last night my long lasted dream finally came true in Wembley Arena! It was an honor to play our music for everyone who came out! Also a big thanks to KOREA ON STAGE IN LONDON for having us! Can’t wait to see our UK villains again in a few days!

드럼스틱을 처음 집어든 중학생때부터 언젠가 꼭 웸블리에서 드럼을 치고 싶다는 꿈을 꿨습니다. 어제 밤 웸블리 아레나에서 그 꿈이 현실로 이루어졌습니다. 현장에 계셨던 모든 분들께 저희 음악 들려드릴 수 있어서 영광이었습니다! 귀한 자리에 저희 초대해주신 KOREA ON STAGE IN LONDON 께도 큰 감사 드립니다!

#건일 #Gunil
#XdinaryHeroes
#빌런즈사랑해
#KoreaOnStageInLondon

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

bruh this is so sad i feel so bad for him wtfffff

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

what.

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[Xdinary Heroes 건일 향후 활동 안내]

안녕하세요, JYP엔터테인먼트입니다.

항상 Xdinary Heroes를 아껴주시고 성원해 주시는 팬 여러분께 깊은 감사의 말씀을 드리며, 멤버 건일의 향후 활동 안내드립니다.

최근 멤버 건일과 관련된 사안에 대해 당사는 상황의 엄중함을 깊이 인지하고 아티스트와 다각도로 충분한 논의를 거쳤습니다. 그 결과, 더 이상 팀 활동을 함께하기 어렵다고 판단하여 상호 합의하에 전속 계약을 해지하기로 하였습니다.

이에 건일은 금일부로 Xdinary Heroes를 탈퇴하고 팀 활동을 마무리하게 되었음을 알려드립니다.

갑작스러운 소식으로 팬 여러분께 심려를 끼쳐드린 점 진심으로 사과드립니다.

향후 Xdinary Heroes는 5인 체제로 활동을 이어갈 예정입니다. 당사는 멤버들이 안정적으로 음악 활동에 전념할 수 있도록 다방면에서 아낌없는 지원을 다하겠습니다.

감사합니다.

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

complaining about sound quality is genuinely like what the helly bc as a sound engineer if u asked me to mix xdiz i will die like they are so incredibily hard to mix live bc of all the mics and they’re running and screaming + have these villains never heard about audio phasing?

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 4.25AM

I also saw messages asking why we performed fewer songs than at previous concerts. But I don’t think today’s concert actually had fewer songs.

We performed 25 songs + two encore, which isn’t very different from our previous concerts. I think because the 발롯코 wasn’t there, it made it seem like there were fewer songs. And Villains know especially than anyone how demanding our songs are. They’re incredibly high and physically exhausting to sing.. If performing even more songs became the standard expectation, our vocalists could genuinely end up damaging their voices, making it difficult for us to keep performing for a long time.. We’re the kind of people who genuinely think the most fun thing in the world is running around on stage, singing, and enjoying concerts together with Villains.

If our bodies and voices could handle performing 100 songs in a row without any problems, we’d honestly want to do all 100. That’s how precious performing with Villains is to us. I also hope you’ll understand that, with that mindset, we’re already performing as many songs as we realistically can..

I also saw comments asking when the sound quality would finally improve. I completely understand why people feel that way. I asked some acquaintances who attended today’s concert for feedback, and some thought the sound was fine while others felt it was disappointing. This might sound like an excuse, but I want to explain why mixing sound for our band is genuinely difficult.

We’re not a typical band with just one vocalist. We have multiple vocal microphones, and our songs cover an huge range of genres, from soft ballads to extremely heavy metal, all within the same concert which makes getting consistently great sound incredibly difficult. And as our venues get larger, the sound naturally varies depending on where you’re sitting, so some people end up having a great audio experience, while others don’t. That said, we also want to solve this with regret. so we’ve been working with different sound teams to find better solutions this year. We worked with a new team during the Awesome Festival, and today’s concert was also handled by a sound team we were collaborating with for the first time. They’re all incredibly talented professionals here in Korea. We’re also trying many different ways because we’re aware of these sound issues too, so we’ll continue doing everything we can to improve them as quickly as possible.

Anyway, I’m so sorry if you didn’t enjoy today’s concert because of the sound quality.

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

kr villains when i catch u

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 4.31AM

👤; “Everyone is pretty angry right now. That’s because they spent a lot of time and money to come see your concert. You need to take that into consideration as well. Since people are still upset, reading something like this will only make them even angrier”

I know very well that many of you spent a lot of time and money to come see us. I also know very well that no concert can ever be perfect or satisfy everyone. But more than anything, I just want even one more person who comes to our concerts to leave having had a happy time. That’s the mindset we had while preparing for this concert. That’s why I wanted to apologize to the people who were disappointed and explain where some of the misunderstandings came from, so I wrote this message. But if reading this only makes you even angrier, then honestly, I really don’t know what else I’m supposed to say ㅎㅎ…

To Villains who understand, thank you. Those of you who’ve been with us for a long time know that this is the first time I’ve ever written something like this. Ever since our debut, whenever there were ridiculous or unreasonable comments, I usually just ignored them. But today, I really felt like I had to say what was on my mind. If I just let this pass, I felt like I might start mistaking the small number of Lainz who treat me and our team like an emotional dumping ground for the fandom as a whole. And honestly if I kept holding it in this time too, I'm going to die of stress ㅋㅋㅋ..

Anyway, to everyone coming to tomorrow’s concert, please come safely. Let’s just have fun together first! I truly appreciate the constructive feedback that is not nitpicking and swearing at me for their own ridiculous personal reasons. Everything can’t become perfect all at once, but I’ll continue improving the things that I realistically can, little by little

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

kr villains would die if they attended a daniel caesar concert just saying

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

came back for xdiz content except….. im in xdiz hell now what is going on 😓😓😓😓

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

@bfbeom genuinely so sad but i cant properly enjoy posting about xdiz anymore (yall will find out if u get into my priv LMAO) but yes im so fhdsgafkgheagljl ALSOOO priv is less kpop and more about my life so if thats not smth u want on ur tl then 😃😃😃

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

actual announcement

IM SO SADDD but im probably gonna go ia on this acc due to personal reasons.... im not gonna deact so if anyone needs me feel free to just text!! also if anyone wants my priv its @bfbeom,,, i'll be more active there but i might be slightly selective 😢

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

@byredOOO i- so i… erm can i… can y-you… oh my god

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

@hahano5687 THATS MY GIRLFRIEND YALLLLL

[ellie XDIZBAND AND REDEBUT @hahano5687]

#villainselcaday #vsd #xdinaryheroes #엑스디너리히어로즈 #jooyeon
(°▽°)

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

@hamstardrummer AND HAMSTARDRUMMER DOES IT AGAINNNNNNN

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

@hahano5687 i’ll never miss the chance to make a 67 joke (im too brainrotted)

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

@hahano5687 did u say 67

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

@o_detopluto

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

came back to say that i made a pathetic attempt to spread the xdiz agenda LOLLLL seeing this in my lecture slides makes me so proud for some reason

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

lifed so hard i forgot i had this acc and didnt check bubble for almost a week …. sorry xdiz i love u 😭😭😭😭

[ash `✦ˑ ִֶ 𓂃⊹ @gunilxo]

why are u running why are you running why are you r