heidi 🫧

online diary of useless thoughts & vent ! | cbmi 18.5 lbmi 16.1

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

first time i actually like my body in a while .. bmi 18.3

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

came back home after a while and scale says i'm 48kg ??

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

hi i've been too employed to come on here BUT quick bc before i disappear for another 10 years .... it seems i always lose the most weight when i'm not even trying

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

also i got a pair of baggy jorts and the xs is too big for me ???

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

i'm constantly on my feet and barely have time to eat even during breaks and my appetite is gone bc of stress so everything i do eat makes me sick and i can't keep down, i feel like i'm dying but at least i'm losing weight fast 🙏🏻

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

update this fuckass job made me lose 4 kgs in 3 weeks so i'm winning

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

but i had a job interview today and i'm starting work later this month

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

but i had a job interview today and i'm starting work later this month

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

i have no energy for my ed anymore i'm miserable and unemployed and goinfg through the worst existential crisis of my life

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

hi 🥀🥀

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

i need to stop binging asap

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

@kittiquette nope i wanna be long, thin and flat like a spaghetti

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

but men can openly comment about how they want to harass women and children...... ok 👍🏻

[theworldupsidedown @silverelbows]

everytime I eat, I feel edtwt looking at me like this

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

@thecarbcunt moot are u sure that's not sukuna's finger 😭

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

@PertAndPlump @pirateconductor @abbythelibb_ @MelGlbsonFan81 are you dense on purpose. did you know that rape/any form of abuse scars the MIND, and that a damaged mind will often lead to a damaged body? yall just hate seeing someone whose mental suffering is reflected on their body

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

@DillfromTO @DawnWario @MelGlbsonFan81 yep, there it is. the typical rapist discourse.

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

@UrticariaMental @jocelynrache @MelGlbsonFan81 you are sick in the head

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

im gonna kms i need a nose job so bad it's NOT FUNNY ANYMORE.

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

she's married to a man..... 💔

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

i have the BIGGEST fattest crush on this woman in my volunteering team 😖😖😖 i don't think she's wlw tho

[heidi 🫧 @gutpudding]

the bar is in earth's inner core

[⟢emi 🕷️ @wifugf]

ALL HE DOES IS PLAY VIDEOGAMES 24/7 AND HAS A DEEP VOICE