shiv 🍒

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

looking for #edtwt moots
☆ 21
☆ she/her
☆ 158cm
☆ cw: 42kg
☆ ugw: 35-38kg
☆ fatphobic & toxic
☆ dni: minor, sensitive, problem with fatphobes and nsfw content

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

ich hasse dieses drecks du bist gut genug lied junge😭

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

me after hitting my ugw and realizing it’s not good enough yet 🫩

[ଓ ﹒ amora ﹒ 𝜗𝜚 @adoredbyamora]

i wish people on here would realize no matter how small you get you’ll still have body dysmorphia, u dont just hit a number and suddenly its gone

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

i wish we had a zero store here in germany

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

@slut4asa ahhh u madd

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

idols nowadays r waaayy to comfortable sharing these kind of stuff

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

fucked up my teeth so bad with purging that eating ice cream genuinenly feels like torture now

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

are there any plausible reasons why i would want to move my birth control intake to two hours earlier without my bf suspecting that im doing it so that i can purge again

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

bitches be all big balls until they have nothing to clock u with anymore and just block u instead😭

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

LMFAOOO did i upset u huh😕

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

@Xynvisin well then go ahead anorexic of the year

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

bmi 0 😭 ur so retarded holy

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

@Xynvisin yeah no shit bitch u joined two years ago😭 and what makes u think i care abt my engagements anyways this is just my personal diary to me nothing more unlike u who apparently needs the attention lmfao

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

@Xynvisin also even after a year of no progress im still 50-60kg lighter than u soooo

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

@Xynvisin ok bmi 232726😂😂

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

i thought not being able to purge anymore would stop me from overeating/binging but it didnt… ugh i fucking hate myself how do i get out from this hell

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

it actually just takes one fucking week of locking in and yet here i am playing around for a whole fucking year now

[karolina 🫐| edtwt | 0/5lbs @ywkyrt]

Is there a difference? They’re one week apart

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

why did i have to develope an ed when i was a natural bmi 19 🫩

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

cal estimate for the piece on the right? – 62g chocolate banana cake

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

i barely burn anything bruh

[shiv 🍒 @gutvomits]

look at this bs..

[julie .✦ ݁˖ @juliesdiary444]

my 10k steps vs my boyfriend’s… 😒😒