I really tried to uphold this ideology but it’s just not realistic.
I don’t get how I move to a gay city and no one’s interested. I post to sniffies. I have paid for Grindr and still nothing.
I cannot wait to lose this weight and get plastic surgery so I can be worthy
I have NEVER been told by a doctor that I needed to lose weight. This is NOT for my health. I tried to get on ozempic and told I was too healthy.
But you have to look a certain way for guys to pay any attention to you.
After being blocked on the apps constantly for 10 years
After being rejected constantly
After being told on a daily basis that I’m not good enough or worthy
I have decided to lose weight and hopefully keep it off.