echo

edtwt, vent / dni nazis, racists, homophobes / 18 / priv - @merelyanech0 / header by @v4in_ak1

[echo @h3adempty_]

this disorder is making me evil i swear to god thats such a fucked up thing to say why would i say that. i didnt even realise it was mean until she called me on it omg

[echo @h3adempty_]

my mum just looked at me & went 'echo u need some meat on ur bones those bottoms are falling off of you' and without thinking i said 'well yeah they were yours' why the fuck would i say that

[echo @h3adempty_]

this is just gonna be a trigger i have to learn to live with because theres nothing i can do to avoid seeing scars. just sucks that its literally one of my only triggers and its totally unavoidable

[echo @h3adempty_]

i get so triggered seeing people w scars worse than mine but i also realise that theyre allowed to exist with scars and i have to learn to cope with that. my feelings are very complicated

[raye☕️🍁 @ghostivyleaves]

I'm so serious one day this eating disorder is gonna kill me but not in any of the typical ways I am gonna get hit by a car while doing a food poll

[echo @h3adempty_]

the fat there is so stubborn

[echo @h3adempty_]

bmi 15 with bmi 22 thighs shoot me

[cee & that @minhocals]

genuinely how i feel everyday when i see these gorgeous skinny girls

[ruth ໒꒱ @saintlygenesis]

ignoring everyone's messages and only going on edrtwt

[echo @h3adempty_]

lotta people on my nsfw acc keep asking if i work out & not believing me when i say i dont and now im worried i look muscley and bulky sigh

[echo @h3adempty_]

@gryIIotaIpidae twt auto censored the first one

[echo @h3adempty_]

ribs out chestbones out hipbones popping FUCK

[echo @h3adempty_]

took the craziest nude yesterday i looked skinny as fuck i looked so good & my dumbass deleted it before saving it FUCK

[echo @h3adempty_]

need to drop 5kg asap help

[echo @h3adempty_]

oh okay i gained 2kg i should just end my life

[echo @h3adempty_]

i kinda just dont want to be here anymore

[echo @h3adempty_]

loving me is hell

[echo @h3adempty_]

okay unprivd yay

[echo @h3adempty_]

remind me to public my account again tomorrow that last post got too much attention from the wrong people im scared

[𑣲 ‘ 𝓜 iu | (-9/22lbs) ’ ❤︎🪽 @miurexxxic]

body dysmorphia is so weird cuz you'll be looking at one part of ur body and go "damn I'm so skinny" and then watch it morph right before ur eyes. what is that