At the end of the day عبادات arent just about praying and fasting its also about how u treat people
U can pray all u want but if u hurt people ظلمهم and carry حسد and hatred in ur heart then what was the point
How am I supposed to forgive ppl who made my life hell when I was literally just a kid struggling
Ppl twice my age who shouldve known better but still chose to hurt me out of jealousy envy and their own bitterness
I still ask myself why tf did they do that to me I was just a kid
And honestly praying doing all ur عبادات and looking religious doesnt automatically make u a good person or mean u deserve Jannah
Now I understand why Jahanam exists for ppl who hurt others who carry jealousy in their hearts and who يحسدون الناس على نعمهم
My family is my dad my mom my sis my lil bro and the family members who genuinely love us and deserve our love back
Those r the ppl I wanna care for protect love and do everything for
Ido have some family members who deserve all the love in the world and I love them deeply
But the others honestly showed me that being family doesnt automatically make someone good
And honestly theyre not normal ppl like how do u hurt someone n then just keep living like nthng happened just bcz we never said anything
Myb theyre living their lives without even thinking about what they did but they should remember that we might stay silent in this life
They saw me and my sis doing better than their own kids and somehow that became our fault
Like is it our fault that we were happy
Is it our fault that we were good at school
Is it our fault that we got good grades and were doing better in class
Is it our fault ??
Everyone thinks Im chasing success but honestly? Im just trying to give my mom the life she always deserved
the greatest achievement I’ll ever have is seeing my mom smile because of me