hachiko recovers

18 | recovery account of hachiko | giving hope a second try, and no longer will I be waiting :' )

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but before I continue, definitely need to bring back the obligatory cute-cat pin 👍

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@tvng3rinne maybe this is masc for their specific city/state? :') (or at least in their specific friend group, apparently lol)

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@atlasornothing its beautiful

this must be what heaven's diner looks like :")

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@atlasornothing it just feels incomplete to me without a bev lol, and I need to feel fully replenished after a meal 🙏🏻

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@atlasornothing oh and I didn't think to mention it because its not a food, but I usually add a protein shake to my meal if I'm having a sandwich, (I know a lot of what I recommended is high in protein, but if I don't do a protein shake, I'd usually have a latte/coffee with it)

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@oncloud_e consciousness that I was messaging multiple friends in a discord server that we were a all part of, but I literally hadn't been active there for months. I was unbelievably paranoid when I came out of it lol (I only used the painkillers on my first one or two days back home)

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@oncloud_e honestly, it could have legitimately been a straight-up hallucination from the benadryl. at higher doses it's been known to cause them.

I was once on painkillers (either vicodins or percocets) after a major surgery, and I remember hallucinating whilst nodding in and out of

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@seasaltsiren omg, this is not something I expected to ever see on my timeline, or in my entire lifetime :')

idk what they're doing to the pumpkins over there (and dont really want to know after this lol), but we can only pray for their futures 🙏🏻

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@tvng3rinne they need to sponsor you immediately 🙏🏻

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@tvng3rinne just from the perspective of someone who does have a very close friend who relapses sometimes (but she also has a cat), so I do get concerned, but we're usually very open with each other, so if we're having an especially difficult time, we'd usually talk with each other about it

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@tvng3rinne tbh I would have first assumed cat scratch but only if you had a cat. otherwise, it's a 50/50 between my mind immediately going to self-harm or 'oh what happened?' type of concern. actually, I'd probably only think self-harm if I also knew you had a history of struggling with it

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@seasaltsiren perfect lighting though tho :'), the sacrifices we have to make for a good pic sometimes </3

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@seasaltsiren actually, it sort of sounds like maybe just having a generally high sensitivity to 'drugs' in general could be the cause.

but I guess the upside to being a lightweight is not having to spend as much on getting more lol

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@seasaltsiren you know what, it was always worse for me with smoking no matter the strain or cbd:thc ratio, but I do remember being able to handle 1 5mg gummy without it happening 👀👀, I guess it could be that I just need to be more careful with dosing, then

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@seasaltsiren sweet treats & coffee are one of the greatest spices of life ♡ and what keeps the world turning 🙏🏻 (our worlds at least lol)

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@seasaltsiren maybe I'll give it another go, and do a little research into dosing, and using the oils.

I've had so many friends report positive experiences overall, and I honestly hate drinking because 99.9% of the time I get a bad hangover the next day, even on just half a can of beer :')

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@seasaltsiren ohh, you're the first person to tell me that they've also experienced this sort of head-band effect :000, that sort of gives me hope I can find a dose/form of thc that works for me, too.

I've never tried the oils, just edibles, and a handful of strains meant for smoking 👀👀

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@seasaltsiren actually I'll rescind the weed part tbh. I'm just used to it being considered that way in my family, but I personally think it's 99% harmless, even when used heavily 👍🏻

I wish I could do it myself, but I always get a painful band effect around my head, sort of like a migraine

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@seasaltsiren it's okay, your secret is safe with me nymphie ;;) 👍🏻

we should probably try and stick to just occassional social drinking & maybe some weed at most though fr lol, mostly for health reasons 🙏🏻