Lo terbiasa mengisolasi diri setiap lagi sakit atau ngerasa nggak baik-baik aja, karena dari kecil lo belajar kalau nggak ada yang bakal datang buat nenangin lo, ya?
makanya sekarang, setiap ada masalah atau lagi ngerasa nggak nyaman, refleks pertama lo malah menjauh, menghilang, dan berusaha ngurus semuanya sendiri.
bukan karena lo nggak butuh siapa-siapa, tapi karena lu udah terlalu terbiasa menghadapi semuanya sendirian sampai bingung gimana caranya minta ditemenin.
260403 🐻 bubble updae
“Usually, I used to leave long messages after a tour ended.
Because I wanted to reflect on what I learned from this tour and express my gratitude...
Um... this time, I couldn't do that because I felt so sorry to you all.
There was definitely a promise I made, and above all, I couldn't say anything first, so I felt so, so sorry. We could have actually talked a lot and sorted out our feelings sufficiently, but since you all had to accept it without doing so, I felt so sorry about that that I didn't know what to say. So, I thought a lot for a little less than a week, and first of all, I am so, so sorry to everyone who loved 127 and Dream. And I sincerely thank you for all the love you showed me. Of course, this isn't the end for 127 or Dream, but I wanted to move on by thanking you once again for the love we received.
And I sincerely hope you don't feel too sad. I believe the memories I, NCT, and Czennies shared together will surely remain in your hearts and be cherished for a long time.
And above all, since there are so many activities to come, I hope you will look upon them with a positive heart...!! I will do my best in my place so that we can be even happier, just as much as the tears I shed and the tears you all shed.
I once said that I think the feeling of love is simply wishing the other person a good night's sleep.
Tonight, I hope the night doesn't feel too long for me, our members, the Czennies, and Mark hyung...!!
I don't know if this humble writing will bring you any comfort, but I hope my sincerity reaches you...!!”
HAECHAN🥹☹️😢😭
🐻 “aku tidak tau apakah kita akan masih bersama 20th/30th dari sekarang, tapi bagiku 10th ini merupakan sumber bagi kekuatanmu”
SEKARANG PAHAM KAN HAECHAN BILANG INI PAS ENCORE KEMAREN???? PAHAM SEMPE SESEKKKKKKK