@grapejjang they did not say “none of ur pain these past few months matters,” they said “life goes on,” referring to perseverance through difficult times idfk how u got this.. as someone who’s lost family friends to covid, this sentiment was heart-warming not ridiculing 🤨
that time in the kitchen, when you touched my knee for the first time, i felt the cross on my neck catch fire. i felt the weight of god around me. god saying softly, 'there are things both holy and sweet. and i'll show you.' i turned my face to the side and prayed.
everytime i try to be happy romantically i get my shit absolutely ROCKED so i think i am just going to put all my energy into my friendships literally for forever