@PleaseBeGneiss@MaxMaaxMaaax My shower is my therapist, my masseur, my meditation. I stare into space during my showers and forget about everything around me. Just me in my inner world, feeling the warmth embrace me all around.
my friend: i really need your advice
me, ordering several things online i can’t afford while eating a block of cheese: yes ofc you’ve come to the right person
I genuinely do not believe people treat you how they feel about you. I believe they treat you based on the state of mind they're in. Some people unintentionally hurt you because they are at war with themselves suffering, and suffering with things that has nothing to do with you.
Normalize times the cocoon stage where you don't see much of friends, spend a lot of time alone, and recover from the overstimulation of life.
...without anyone taking it personally.
Traveling with ur bae is so special. Being in the airport together, falling asleep and holding hands on the plane, the journey to get a rental car, being in a hotel. Like all of that is just so fun to me 😭
breakdowns don't necessarily mean crying. most of the time, it's you blankly staring somewhere and not having the energy to continue doing whatever it is you're doing.
life rn is so crazy. scrolling & seeing brutal images of war, then a silly tiktok vid, then stupid celebrity news, then tweets from atl. like ik all our brains are deep fried. the psychology syllabus in 20 years is gonna be incomprehensible