Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man

Emptiness, sadness and tragedy.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

There's nothing i can do, my heart is chained to you.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

Wish somebody would tell me im fine, even if i know they'll be lying.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

Whether it's intentional or not, when you make someone suffer, you desrve suffering.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

I keep doing my best and still not enough compared to a word you've said.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

Showing that you care about me is what destroy me the most, it makes me feel happy that you cared and instantly it turns to dark thoughts about myself and how i don't deserve you.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

Whenever she starts up the conversation, i feel overwhelmed. Because, she goes hi! i say hello. And then she would ask me how im doing, well im not doing but i cant say that cause then she would ask me why but i don't even know why, so i say im good and hbu.she goes im good TOO.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

Whenever you feel that you're done with life and shit's just getting real, this bulb of light shows up out of nowhere and you feel like you gotta hold onto it. But then again you regret it, that's when you realize that this bulb lies in the person you wanna be but you can't be.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

It's just sad, how everyone think you're doing well and happy so no one reachs to help you, and even that is your fault, cause you're so good at pretending. the real irony is that you're not actually sad, but you're not happy either. Whatever is that called it's shitty.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

I don't even know where it did started, but i do really know that it does exist.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

If i could start again, i would kill myself. I won't find a way.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

The further i walk, the darker it gets. This tunnel don't seem to have an end.

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

@LukasGraham If you're life isn't interesting, then how can you describe mine?

[Sweaty Hairy Macho Red-neck Man @hairy_red]

Whenever i think of something, i end up ruining it. Fuck overthinking, fuck my life.