While im not very vocal throughout this ..afterthoughts come to me. let see how everything is unfold..will stay here until everything clears up.. until everything proven.. i don't care whatever the outcomes is.. part of me just want to stay!..
its scary enough to be left alone..by someone who used to love you..and facing all of this alone!.. I want to be there atleast as someone who used to received all this love.. its not my right to validate/invalidate the feelings is true or not..
8 years is not a short time.. i gain a lot of precious memories and happy fans life journey..
Every beginning must come to an end..
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Will takes some time to sorting out everything..
And this account will eventually inactivate/ closed when the time comes๐ซถ๐ป๐๐ป
Im not mad or hate him.. (disappointed and sad yes, but not the point i hate him..
no..)
ive been supporting him since day 1, the feeling it still there.. i promise to support him till the end.. and the 'End' seems likely this time.