It's depressing to see our parents getting old while we are still struggling to be stable in life. The guilt feel is strong when we still can't afford the things our parents want or when we are unable to spend time with them since we are so busy with this thing called life.
if cutting me off make you feel like you're life will be better, then by any means necessary do it. just don't try to comeback when you realize i was never the problem
dating someone who understands your mental health is so important. there's people who will make you feel terrible for things you can't or don't know how to control yet