I DONT WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE GOING TO WORK I WANT TO SPEND MY TIME PLAYING COZY GAMES, GETTING MYSELF A LIL TREAT, READING BOOKS, AND TAKING A NAP WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE IT!!!!
Do you ever sit back and realize you're not anybody's favourite person, you're just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance yourself from everyone and chill alone
girl, you didn’t fall in love with him.
you romanticized him.
you romanticized the way he reveals himself slowly. the way he makes you feel chosen in moments, but not in permanence.
you romanticized his potential. his almost. his someday.
but you need to understand that someday is the safest place for a man who has absolutely no intention of becoming who you need.
because someday allows you to stay. to wait. to keep investing in a man who doesn’t actually exist.
and while you keep hoping he will finally choose you fully, the only version of him that is real is the one in front of you.
the one who never did.
the one who never was going to.
right now.