Emotionally unsafe people will be SO supportive of your growth until it starts to threaten the dysfunctional power dynamic they’ve had with you. They WILL show you who they are, they WILL go for your nervous system, they WILL try to drag you back into homeostasis. Don’t let them.
Thankful for music from @tylerlyle and @TheMidnightLA more than ever right now. “Mono no aware” describes so much of what I’m feeling after losing my brother.
I didn’t expect to lose my brother to su!cide just weeks after my kid turned one. I didn’t expect my happy music to have to turn into comfort music. I don’t know how to do this.