Hanyaa

Cats and Code

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Phase 1 of Winter Arc❄️ :

Getting good at Backend;

→ Will be starting with @kirat_tw cohort 3 backend videos for implementation part and projects

→ Parallely follow @sriniously "Backend from first principles" to go into the depth of systems

→ Learning Ukulele and Bulking

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Filled with so much FOMO, years of it. About everything every single thing. Every single second.

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I wanna disappear so bad, have my phone stolen broken because i feel like my brain has been fried and I can't let go myself of these things. My brain's turned into a useless piece of meat

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I feel digust at every minute i spend wasting and i feel the lightest when i am working towards something, yet i spend last 6 years doing the former rather than latter. Idk if there is an out from this for me. It's already over i guess

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A constant rut, negative nueral pathways have become so strengthened, i have lost whatever will to improve i used to have. I get lost within the first hour of the day, these big corporations have a chokehold on me. Look at me tweeting about this misery rather than doing something

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I find myself in a daily constant loop of rut. Everyday starts with a sinking feeling and some hope, that hope gets dashed within an hour of waking up as i find myself latched onto everything except what's important, until the night arrives where i start regretting the whole day

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How can one fail at almost everything everyday without even trying

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How did i manage to become so mediocre

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Surely Sl has to win it now
#ENGvsSL

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@harryynotpotter Not on mine checked both safari and chrome

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Got one more

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Printed some posters today

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Biggest larper of all, and look at me at 25. Sigh

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Work hard for days like these.🧿

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3-1

#UCL

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@uncleTgotpaid No amount of esoteric knowledge will fold the laundry for you

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Printed some posters today

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Day 0 of my media consumption:
→ Now watching

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25

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@Rajjath24 Do-whiskey

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In india a "cracked" engineer is one who has a ui component library

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fuck hornets