Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻

🏳️‍🌈🖕🏻✨ At this point I’m more mental illness than human 👍🏻 I’m 28 unfortunately *TW ED, SH AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE* 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

I’m gross, need someone to be so mean to me that I never want to eat again

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@naflasco

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@Mo_xoxo98 Hey there 😊💕

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@Mo_xoxo98 ✌🏻😇

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

I’m so sorry that I am the way I am, I don’t want to be

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

Trying so hard to be okay when you’re not is so frustrating

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

I always get lied to, used, hurt and taken advantage of… yet I always end up being the bad guy in the situation?! Tf?? 😔

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

And once again I’m betrayed by one of those closest to me. I give up letting people in. From now on I’m ice cold emotionally or dead 🤷🏻‍♀️ f*ck you all, I should’ve never trusted you

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@sadleechboy God you’re so handsome! That smile at the end mind, you look so happy 😊

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

Get fucking start to august… binged in the early hours, had an awful sleep, woke up and already ate too much 😭🤬🤢 and then of course, just to add to it, as if I didn’t already wanna kms, I came on my period too 😭🤬

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@sadleechboy Happy birthday, you deserve to have an awesome one!

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@kn1fe_d1et They really are… especially to point it out in front of my boyfriend 😭

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

God I’m so done with people looking at my scars when they happen to pop out 😞 and I’m even more done with people asking me what happened or what they are?! Like ffs, I’m fucked in the head, isn’t it obvious what they are?!

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@kn1fe_d1et That’s amazing 😂😂😂 fair play!! My “mother-in-law” asked me if they were burns the other day? Like does it matter if it’s cuts or burns? It’s clearly not an accident 😂🤦🏻‍♀️

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@kn1fe_d1et It fucking sucks right? I don’t understand why people feel the need to point them out 😭

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

@skinnivibes God I feel this. If you need someone I’m here okay?

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

I’m seriously fucking struggling but no one cares so why should I?😬

[Chaotic&Chronic✌🏻 @halfdeaddevil]

And of course I was right. 😭