I remember months ago watching the summer I turned pretty and I remember how much I hated Belly's character, now that I get why she was acting the way she used to act, I still hate her.. but I hate myself even more.
One year ago I drunk called you, I wasn't okay, we had this conversation after a heated one and you said "Fuck, wake up, you're in love with me" and I told you that I am not. I was lying.